Saroyan in the Public Domain: Escape by Steerage

We here at Forever Saroyan are always reviewing our holdings as well as those in other collections. Every now and again, we'll come across a new piece of information that clears up the story of Saroyan's life and works. Sometimes, we come across a note or journal entry that gives us a new path for investigation. Once in a while, we'll come across a story we had never heard of or seen elsewhere. Rarely, we come across a story that is from his period between 1928, when his writing first appeared in The San Franciscan and the appearance of The Daring Young Man on the Flying Trapeze in Story Magazine. A recent cataloguing project brought just such a story to our attention: "Escape by Steerage" which ran in The Frontier magazine in May, 1930.
The Frontier was founded as The Montanan in 1920, but changed its name for issue 2. It was intended to be a project Professor Harold G. Merriam put out with his University of Montana creative writing students. In November 1927, Merriam expanded that magazine's scope, adding a subtitle: “A Magazine of the Northwest” with the goal of fostering regional literature. The magazine continued through the 1930s, becoming The Frontier and Midland in 1933. It published its final issue in 1939 when Merriam left Montana to teach at University of Oregon.
The story entered the Public Domain on January 1st, 2026, and is likely the final entry to be added before 2030 when his first collection, The Daring Young Man on the Flying Trapeze and other stories, enters the Public Domain. We'll keep looking, but for now, this may well be the last published Saroyan story of that era to surface!
ESCAPE BY STEERAGE
By William Saroyan
The place was warm with smoke, and thick with the smell of men who perspired much and bathed little. At the card-tables sat seamen, stevedores, waterfront truck drivers, and ordinary bums. There were old men who played to pass away the time, and young men who played because they liked to gamble or wanted to forget. There were one-armed, one-eyed, crippled, and diseased men who played to occupy their troubled minds. There were strangers in town who played to make friends. The homeless and homesick played to drown their longings for another place.
Surrounding each of the dozen tables were three or four spittoons, full, almost to the brim, of a slime of cigar and cigarette butts, and spittle. The house cat, a magnificent animal of jet black, serene, well-fed and well-adjusted to his environment, strolled about leisurely, rubbing against the legs of a few chosen men. About the bright, pale-white lights buzzed a group of moths.
At the eating-tables sat the usual crowd of homeless men, some very old, with bleary and blood-shot eyes, and some very young. In another two hours these homeless creatures would be turned out into the streets to seek shelter in a dark corner; at eight in the morning they would come drifting in again to sit immovable as Buddhas with their visions fixed in space.
Once a Salvation Army lassie with clean face and healthy eyes moved from table to table, poking the War Cry before the players, but not saying a word. She did not smile or look into anyone’s eyes.
Outside, rival street evangelists pounded drums, blew trumpets, gave testimony, and prayed. Once the high-soprano, hysterical voice of a young woman giving testimony was heard, and someone called out, “Why doesn’t she find herself a husband?”
At the bar a fat, round man with a great, red moustache, badly kept, rolled poker dice with the bartender for drinks. Alternately he cursed and rejoiced, according to his luck. When he had lost all his money he staggered away with a pathetic gesture. He was very sad and drunk, and his gesture caught the futility of all things. Another person took his place a moment after he was gone.
At one of the tables sat Marcotti, aged twenty, typist and clerk. As he lifted the cards that were dealt him, he seemed bored and disgusted and troubled. A melody from an opera repeated itself in his brain so many times that he finally commenced humming it softly, wondering why he did so. From time to time he ordered a coca cola, sipping each slowly, in an effort to change the bitter taste of the cigarettes he had smoked. His throat was hot, his head muddled, and his cheeks flushed from the heat of the place.
A rather pleasant fellow, given to speaking incoherently, sat beside him. He was perhaps forty or more and yet boyish in appearance. He had been drunk, he kept repeating, for more than a week. He had entered the game with only a quarter, which he placed before him, admitting frankly it was all the money he had in the world. In spite of the fact that he was drunk he managed to win a number of games, and this, for some reason, pleased Marcotti.
Once the fellow said, “She asked me for five and I gave her ten.”
Marcotti asked, “Why?”
“Why?” repeated the man, surprised. “I loved her. I gave her ten. She asked for five. If you love a woman you give her everything you’ve got. Yes, and you spoil her.”
At this Marcotti laughed for the first time that evening, and he thought of her whom he had loved. Looking at his cards, he saw her, and unconsciously he hummed the tune he associated with her. This they had heard at a movie. It was an Italian love song, a serenade, whispering that true love belonged to music only. He remembered how he had asked the girl, “Isn’t it beautiful?” And how foolish and inadequate the words had seemed immediately after. She had replied curtly, “I don’t like classics!”
When they walked home that night Marcotti was displeased. Her talking bored him and he wanted to get away from her. As they walked she said: “Oh, I forgot to tell you what happened today. It’s too funny to believe. This morning when I got on the street car it was terribly crowded—you know how the cars are in the mornings—so I had to stand. I didn’t do it on purpose or anything, but I happened to stand by a man who had a seat. He was reading the paper but he looked up to see me, and then he got up and offered me his seat. I had to take it. I didn’t smile or anything—I don’t think I even looked in his eyes; but he thought I was flirting and he commenced touching my back. I really didn’t know what to do, so I got off the car. The funny part of it was that he got off, too, right behind me and followed me. I could hardly walk and I wanted to call a policeman. But what could I tell a policeman? I passed one, but I didn’t say anything. At last I reached the door of the building where I work, and when I was inside I turned to take a last look at the brute. And do you know what he did? He winked!”
Marcotti was disgusted with her. She was utterly disappointing. “You are so pretty,” he said, “that even the men in the streets cannot help following you. Girls like you must be very careful.”
A little quarrel followed and he left her in the middle of the block with an impolite “good-night, my dear.” She was just an ordinary person. But that he loved her he could not deny. He tried to feel amused with the affair and he thought it was a case of necessity. One had to be in love with someone.
Now he sat at a table in a rummy house playing cards, trying to forget all the things he would be thinking about if he were not playing. Of course that was the reason he played. So many things were the matter that he had to sit at a table with a lot of dull fools and play cards.
He had quit his job that very evening at six. He had asked for the increase in salary which had been promised him, was refused, and he had calmly demanded his pay-check. He was so depressed, and cared so little to talk with anyone about what he had done, that he hurried to the rummy house to get into a game, and since six o’clock he had sat there, almost silent, dreaming and humming and forgetting.
At two in the morning, a few minutes before the place closed, he roused himself from his trance, got up from his chair and walked out of the house. On the street, Embarcadero, the thick fog rolled in from the bay. He walked across the street to the Ferry Building and waited for a street car. Now and then a taxi scurried along, carrying phantoms of men and women, its lights glaring ahead in the mist. Solemnly a departing ferry booed and from the distance a fog-horn replied with a weird scream. Two old men who sold morning papers stood together smoking cigarettes and talking softly.
After some time his car arrived, he got aboard, and it rattled up Market Street with its half-dozen sleepy passengers. He lit another cigarette, drew the smoke deep into his chest, and was suddenly amazed at what he had done.
Why had he quit his job? Work was scarce and he was in debt.
Why had he gone to the rummy house? It was a cowardly thing to do. He could have read a novel.
What would happen to him when he got home? Two o’clock. His mother would be frantic with worry.
The car stopped at his corner and he got off, ran across the street into his doorway, opened the door and went upstairs; rather slowly, since he was very tired and did not know what to tell his mother.
When she heard his footsteps on the stairs she arose silently from her bed and went into the hall, followed by his elder sister. Both were in nightgowns.
“Where have you been?” his mother asked.
Before he could answer his sister cried, “Are you going to disgrace us?”
The taste of nicotine was bitter in his mouth, but his helplessness in face of his mother and sister made his heart even more bitter.
Everything was so futile, so worthless, it seemed so useless for him to try to explain, that he cried out, “Oh, go to hell!” The words escaped him involuntarily, and he listened to them as if another had spoken. He was angry with himself and he thought: “What am I saying? Why am I talking this way?”
They stood by waiting for him to say something more. He could only add, “Do you think a man must always be home at six and in bed by nine? I’m sick of this life.”
Without another word they went back to bed.
Before undressing he counted what was left of his money to see how much he had lost. It had cost him eleven dollars to forget himself for a few hours. Disgusted with himself, he reflected that it took him three tortured days to earn eleven dollars, and but a single night to lose it. He knew better than to grow remorseful. It would not help matters, and he was too tired. Tired of doing things he was not made to do. A typist in a hardware store. Hardware—pots, pans, nails, screws, door knobs, linoleum, hammers, chains.
He undressed slowly and slipped into bed, but he could not sleep immediately. He went over all the occurrences of his life to try to find a reason for what he was doing. Another young man of his age, he believed, would not have quit his job. Would not have been bored with a pretty girl. Would not have gone into a rummy house and squandered his money. Would not have told his mother and sister to go to hell.
But he was exhausted and finally fell into a sound sleep which seemed to last but a few minutes. When he was conscious that it was morning, and that he was awake, he heard his mother and sister moving about in the kitchen. He heard them putting on the coffee, smelt the toast as it began to burn, and listened to what they were saying about him.
“He is no good,” said his sister.
“He is becoming worse and worse as the years go by,” said his mother. “He used to be different.”
“God only knows where he spent his time last night,” said his sister.
He arose and dressed. In the kitchen he was met with scowls. He said, “Good-morning, Ma,” but his mother would not speak. He put some hot water in a pan and lit the gas beneath it on the range. When it boiled he poured some of the water into his shaving mug and lathered his face. Then he stropped his razor and commenced shaving. His eyes, he noticed, had dark rings beneath them. He had not slept enough. Silently he shaved, brushed his teeth, combed his hair, put on his shirt, tie, and coat.
He filled his own cup of coffee and sat down to breakfast. His mother did not fry two eggs for him. She got up from the table when he sat down. His sister also arose. Perhaps they imagined he had been to a brothel. He might tell the truth, but he did not want to let them know he had quit his job. If they knew, there would be no end to their reproaches. They would tell him he had not given a cent toward the family expenses in a year. They would grow sick.
The sun came through the little kitchen window and fell across his face, but he was in no mood for it. The day was bright and he reminded himself that it was the first of July. It was the best time of the year for happiness. The summer symphony concerts were commencing. In another month or two the opera season would begin. Tennis could be played on Sunday mornings. He could go swimming Sunday afternoons, and get tanned. Life was at its best now. But he was in no mood for it.
He felt he might never again be in a mood to enjoy life. He believed existence would always be a struggle for him.
With only half his coffee sipped and one bit of dry toast swallowed, he arose and adjusted his hat on his head. When he was near the stairway his sister came to him and asked maliciously, “Where were you last night?” She had no sympathy. She did not mean to understand him. He was annoyed, angry, and again he said, “Oh, go to hell, will you!”
From the kitchen his mother flew at him enraged.
“How dare you tell your sister such a thing!” she screamed. “You dog!” Almost insane, she was on him, hitting and scratching his face. His sister pulled her away.
“The neighbors will hear, Ma,” she said. “Let him be. Let him ruin himself!”
Swearing, he hurried from the house, hurt and startled. What a family! What a mother and sister! What stupid lies the world had created about mothers and sisters. With his handkerchief he wiped the blood from the scratch on his neck. “They are barbarians,” he thought. “Uncivilized barbarians.”
Instead of taking a street-car he walked. He did not have to be at work at eight-thirty. He took his money from his pocket and counted it, although he knew how much he had. Thirty-four dollars. He put the money away and lit a cigarette. His mouth was still bitter, his eyes glassy, and his vision blurred. At Fillmore Street he bought an Examiner and turned to the want ads. There was nothing doing except at the employment agencies. He decided to try them.
At one of the agencies he found over two dozen men waiting to be interviewed by a man in a little private room surrounded by a glass wall. He filled an application blank.
Name: John Marcotti.
Address: 2378 Sutter Street.
Age: He decided to make it Twenty-two.
Nationality: Italian.
Religion: What should it be? He felt he should say Mohammedan, but decided it would only endanger his chances of getting work, so he put down Catholic.
One after another he wrote in his answers to the questions. He furnished names for references and gave a list of places where he had worked. He gave his weight, height, color of hair, of eyes, and of body. There were no scars on him, he had no bad habits, did not drink or gamble, and never was a insanity in his family. Not much, anyway.
When his turn came he was interviewed by the man in the glass cage. This person was most happy with his job. He was very proud to see so many men younger than himself out of work. He smoked one cigarette after another, as if his work required strenuous thinking, and he exhaled the smoke through his nostrils with a peculiarly annoying air of superiority.
Marcotti said, “Good-morning, sir. My name is Marcotti. I noticed you advertised for a typist this morning.”
The man took his application card and examined it.
“Hmmmm,” he said, “just quit a job, I see.”
“Yes.”
“And why?”
“I have a job at twenty-five per week in a stock and bond house,” said the man, “but they want a man of about twenty-five.”
“Tell them I’m twenty-five,” said Marcotti.
“Yes,” said the man, “you look older than your age. Will you be able to pay your fee in cash?”
“No,” said Marcotti, “I’ll pay you in full when I get my first pay-check.”
He signed a contract to that effect and was given a slip of introduction to a firm on Bush Street.
The man who was to interview him was busy, so Marcotti sat down to wait. He lit one cigarette from the butt of another and with each one he decided he ought to quit smoking. It was doing him no good.
Downstairs in the stock and bond house the men stood about in groups discussing the stocks they had purchased. From where he sat on the mezzanine floor Marcotti could observe their expressions of worry. A few seemed happy, but most of them were distressed, just like the rummy house gamblers, except for their clothes and baths. The board-markers ran back and forth putting down new figures, and erasing old. The market rose and fell, and as it did so the men became happy or sad. Just like the man who rolled poker dice for drinks.
After some time Marcotti was shown a door to an office marked Private, and he entered. The man at the desk was talking over a telephone. He was bald, middle-aged, had a lipless mouth, and was dressed immaculately. Marcotti waited until his conversation was over and then handed the man his slip of introduction. A few questions were asked in regard to experience in the stock and bond game, dependents, speed at the typewriter, and intention to advance. Marcotti made suitable replies in each case and was asked to leave his telephone number.
“I have no phone,” he said.
“Your address then?” asked the man; and when it was given he added evasively, “I will drop you a line.”
Marcotti was familiar with the term. Politely it meant “nothing doing.” Without another word he left the office.
Why he had been refused work he did not know, unless it was because of the rings beneath his eyes. But it actually made no difference whether he got a job or not. He did not feel that he was actually looking for work. He believed he was about to do something he had never before done. He could not tell what it would be.
From one employment agency to another he went, however, filling in application forms, taking tests on the typewriter, answering questions, and going where he was sent. He did not succeed in landing a job. His failure might have been due to his manner. He probably made it apparent that it really did not matter whether he got a job or not. He did not know whether he did really want a job.
When there were no more places to go to he did not know what he should do next. He stopped before a second-hand book shop on Third Street, and glanced at the old books on the shelves. He was in no mood to read, however, or he would go to the public library and bury himself in something deep and sad by Dreiser or Maxim Gorky. There were times when one could not read; and times, he believed, when one lived literature.
He left the book shop and moved automatically towards one of the many rummy houses on the street, not certain if he should go in and play. Finally he entered one, as if against his own will, stood about trying to compose himself for a few moments, and then walked out. The dull players repulsed him with their petty worrying and weeping over losses.
He passed a moving-picture theatre, and stood idly looking at the photographs of the chief players.
He moved on. He felt ashamed of himself for thinking he might have gone to a theatre at such an hour of the day.
He was still very tired and wanted to go to sleep. If he went home he would find no peace. There would be hitting, swearing, and afterwards weeping and praying. Home was such an undesirable, such an uninviting place for him that he felt he should never want to return to it.
A sign invited him to join the Navy and see the world. He smiled at the thought.
He debated seriously if it wasn’t time for him to set out in life for himself. Perhaps he was doing what was only natural in men of his kind and age. It would be best for him to clear out, he thought; to leave his mother and sister alone in their security. He would always jar and disturb them. They did not need his help, such as it was, as much as they imagined. His sister worked. His mother owned a little property. They would be happier without him.
He continued walking about town aimlessly, stopping before the windows of book shops and art stores, all the time trying to make up his mind what he should do. If he left home he would live alone in a tiny room, and he wondered if he would like that. He would eat in restaurants food he was not accustomed to. He would sleep in beds that were strange to his body. Life would be difficult.
He was tired of walking when he reached Union Square park, and sat down on a bench in the sun. He remained on the bench for an hour, half-asleep, half-awake. The sun was warm and comfortable, and a shaft of bright light seemed to enter his mind, illuminating it, warming it, and cleaning it of ancient dust. He felt refreshed in his dream.
There was nothing for him to do in all the world but to sit in the sun. He dozed happily until the sun disappeared behind a cloud. He became conscious of the sudden loss of a comforting warmth, and roused himself to movement.
He left the park bench abruptly, as if his mind had been quite definitely made up, and hurried to Market Street. He entered a steamship ticket-office.
“How much to Los Angeles?” he asked. He was very sleepy and wanted to reach some place where he could go on dreaming.
“Fourteen dollars, first class,” said the ticket agent.
“What’s the cheapest rate?”
“Steerage,” said the ticket agent, “eight dollars.”
“That’s what I want,” said Marcotti. He purchased his ticket and was informed he could get aboard the boat immediately. It was nearly three o’clock and the boat sailed at six.
With his ticket in his pocket he asked himself if he should go home and get his personal belongings, his shaving set, his few books, his few letters, and his clothes and shoes. For some time he thought he should go home and pack his suitcase, but he finally decided, “I am going to escape from all that. I don’t want to have any memories. I don’t want to see my mother again. Nor my other shoes, nor my other suits, nor my letters. This is good-bye to everything for me. This is good-bye to John Marcotti. In Los Angeles I will begin all over. This is better than suicide.”
When he reached the waterfront he realized his mother did not know what he was doing, and he hurried to the nearest telegraph office where he wrote her a short note, asking her not to worry about him. “After all,” he thought, “she’s my mother. She loves me. She means well.”
He got aboard the ship three hours before it sailed, was shown his bunk, and, still tired and sleepy, he fell into it and went to sleep.
When he awoke the ship was passing through the Golden Gate, and he hurried to the upper deck to take a last look at his city. The night was soft and peaceful. The sun was just sinking in the ocean, and as he looked at the vanishing hills of his home town a sweet sadness, more pleasant than painful, came over him. It was a good thing not to be dead. It was a good thing to be leaving home.
He was almost in sobs when he whispered to himself, “Good-bye San Francisco! Good-bye John Marcotti. Good-bye!”


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As television was still finding its footing in the 1950s, Saroyan saw a great opportunity to gain an arena where he could have more control over his output. By 1951, he had already written several scripts or allowed his works to be adapted by others. In some cases, it’s unclear who actually wrote the teleplay for the screen, though letters seem to indicate that he was usually involved, if not fully producing the scripts himself.
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